Music: Panic! at the Disco- New Perspective

Lol. I was in 6th grade when I heard this song while watching Jeniffer's Body (2009) with my classmates. #feels

Plans...

Sunday, 7PM, Valentines day 2016. I was about to hit my night jog weekly ritual when I realized that there's too many people in Luneta Park. So Instead of emerging to people, I decided to stroll around the red light district area-which is Malate.

I bought a cup of coffee. Seeing foreigners in this area isn't new to me, it just amazes me how they find joy in this jungle city when the locals try hard to leave. Maybe they find joy through the experience of odd culture, or the hospitality of Filipinos.

I turned right to P. Faura St. heading to Grand Riviera Suites, when I reached the place, I settled in for a while. I found myself staring at this building across from where I'm sitting. It's the Embassy of The United States of America. America, The land of free and brave. On that moment I speak to my self-"Why shouldn't I get a Visa after College?" I smiled, then continued walking.

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My plan for this week is to inquire for getting a Passport, cause I don't have. My mom kept ruining my plan of getting one on what hell I-don't-know reason. That's it for right now. Wish me luck, shamrock. 

Music: Snow Patrol- Signal Fire

Look how these kids do their drama recital.. :') this music was a OST of Spiderman 3

"The perfect words never crossed my mind, cause there was nothing in there but you."

Music video by Snow Patrol performing Signal Fire. (C) 2007 Polydor Ltd. (UK)

Feeling: Lost

For the past few weeks, I found myself lost in reality. It started, I guess when I had my diarrhea. Saturday morning after a nightful of bowel movement-I was at the mall, I saw the reflection myself outside Forever 21 store, looking like I was stoned, just walking with people, passing store-to-store.

Scarlett Johansson in Lost in Translation (2003)

I drink coffee, chainsmoke, watch indie films, eat breakfast at lunch, listen to New Order, coffee, sleep. MAN I'm in a Belljar! then I decided to change.

I'm like Winona Ryder in Reality Bites (1994)

 It was a week full of confusion and hiraeth. Thank God, I am now regaining myself again. Currently, I am writing this at 5:19 AM on a Tuesday morning. Yesterday, my sociology professor let us watch Eat.Pray.Love a movie about a lady whose having trouble finding herself too. Well at least, Julia Roberts and I knows how it feels like when your life is in standstill. Lols :P

xx,