I survived Depression

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I survived depression

I've hit rock bottom-No I'm not broke, I mean yea because I'm a college student but no, not in terms of moolah.

I got depressed. And it's crazy.

Okay, it started when my grandma (whose I've been taking care of) passed away on May 1st. Damn, she was gone. I didn't cry.

I thought it is just that I want her to be rested since she's been very week and I can see her suffering in the special bed on our living room. But no, I realized after a week she was buried that she was gone.

I call it 'Delayed Depression'. It's a real soul eater, I tell you.

Why delayed? Okay, two of my aunt lives abroad. One is coming from California, the other works in Dubai. Since my grandma died, they have to come to respect for their mom before she was buried six feet underground.

And I know for that moment that our house will be filled again with great people since A. It's a reunion for my grandma's kids and B. Yah, reunion.

They stayed in our house for two weeks. When your house is filled with these balikbayan people you haven't see for years, for sure, your hospitality will hinder the sadness brought by their presence.

Gosh, for me, the whole month of May is a a total rollercoaster ride.

Even though May is my birth month, thank God my depression didn't really messed up my Summer classes. Which kinda did, but at least. I SURVIVED

Fuck, whoo. 💨

Summer Job

"Work work work work work work work, you see me at the work work work work work work work."- Rihanna

So my University announced that our school year for 2016-2017 will be changed from the usual Philippine school calendar which is starting from June-March and now will be shifted to August-May. So it means that after I took my summer classes this May, I still do have two months to be young & free for the summer.

But since your girl doesn't want to practice slackerism anymore (fuck u Reality Bites) because it makes me fat. I decided to look out for some Part-time job that would fit my skills. Instead of wasting my time on the internet all day, why don't I just make my body grind and earn a lil amount of ka-ching.

ctto | hello, hello jobstreet

So I tried to list down my skills to see what job that would fit in me. The following has an explicit material, scroll down twice if you don't have a happy cell in your body called Humor.

• Jason is street smart
• Jason can cook
• Jason is funny
• Jason can do both Blue and White collar jobs *winks*
• Jason is now legal to work, He's 18
• Jason has a big titties
• Jason is a Communication major, he can talk two languages and can talk to animals just like the girl on braces on Nickelodeon's The Wildthorneberries
• Jason is ummmmm...

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so I come up to my preffered jobs: to work as a service crew at Starbucks, To work in a Call Center watashi, or to work at Hooters- nuh uh not a good idea, I don't have a vagina and my tits was only brought by my weird genes.

For now, I've only passed my resume to Starbucks. And hoping I could get a job this summer.

Music: The Runaway Club- Good Together

Lucky to have this song poped up on my Spotify suggetions. This is a good one, give it a shot, listen to it! Being young & reckless never felt so good.

love, they just come around

I've never being tired of love. I've had my heart broken before. 

There is a picture in my wall, it's a cross-stitch art, it says "Don't ever say good bye to love; for it will come back and knocks you down"

so I didn't.

I've talked to some people, I always say to them that "I never felt someone loved me before-romanticaly."

You must be prolly thinking what the heck am I pointing to say..

well...

Back in March 2... your girl just got her heart flipped

What I'm just tryin to say is that Yes, I am now taken :)

#LoveWon